不如意之事十有八九，可如人言不过一二。

彼黍离离，彼稷之苗。行迈靡靡，中心摇摇。知我者谓我心忧，不知我者谓我何求。悠悠苍天，此何人哉！　　
彼黍离离，彼稷之穗。行迈靡靡，中心如醉。知我者谓我心忧，不知我者谓我何求。悠悠苍天，此何人哉！
彼黍离离，彼稷之实。行迈靡靡，中心如噎。知我者谓我心忧，不知我者谓我何求。悠悠苍天，此何人哉！
--《黍离》;诗经.风·王风。

可与言而不与之言,失人;
不可与言而与之言,失言。
知者不失人,亦不失言。

人海茫茫，坦诚可交者，鲜唉

人生好戏

小丑台上跳，我在台下笑；
明知是小丑，为何：
他更卖力摇，我更尽力叫。

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人生本是场好戏，大家都在尽力演好，知道了就够了，同流却不需合污。
明镜是台非台，总要有人把戏演，下幕希望能留个漂亮转身背影。

my 1st pair of cowboy boots

Finally, my 1st pair of cowboy boots have arrived!!

It suppose arrived last Friday, but I miss the UPS drop off, then Monday, I asked UPS to drop to my neigbor house, but the neigbor wasn't home. I suppose good things are worth the waiting and trouble.

A Chinese guy in a cowboy boots? WhAT THE...! Well, why not, I am from Texas after all, what kinna Texan that doesn't own a pair of cowboy boots. As for fashion, nothing is more American than a pair of cowboy boots. Even our president wears them in his state dinner. Lately, I am so sick and tire of those so called pretty faces young man, especially Korean soaps, what bunch of sheeps.

Isn't cowboys are created by Holleywood also. Ture, but Texas is a cowboy country. A place with endless open land and freedom, man does hard work under the sun, brings food to the table, taking care of his wife and kids, a place for good old fashion man.

Working for startup, being in the little cubical whole day, I often dream of Texas!

八关斋戒 之后

以水洗垢，何以洗水？
水本自清，佛法本俱。
放一阵子，杂质沉淀下，水就自然清了。狂心歇歇即菩提。

the night before going to '8 precepts'

too much going on lately, taking a break tomorrow, two days meditation, no talking, no thinking, focus on the moment. SiFu asked me few times to go to TW this year in Aug, I think he really wants to help me move forward spiritually, but work being too busy--that is kinna life I sign up for when I join a startup company.
life is a funny thing, many things doesn't make sense, but it has too, does it? there is causality, isn't it?
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3am already, still can't sleep, don't know why. I got a full day ahead of me, I need to sleep, something that is keeping me up. But what is this 'something'?

我的日記本﹕

小時候學會寫日記﹐把每天的點滴都記下﹐生怕漏了一樣﹐以後就再也記不起來。打開本子﹐細細寫下來﹐密密麻麻的一大堆。合上本子﹐卻都忘了。很偶然打開﹐可以看到我過去的每個細節。

長大了﹐懶了﹐只記下當時的心情﹐像對好朋友傾訴一番﹐把開心不開心的自己放進本子里去﹐放進去後已沒必要再打開。

慢慢的﹐我再也不用日記本了﹐通常想到些什么的時候﹐隨手捉片什么的寫下﹐然後又隨手放下。終於我學會﹐不需要太刻意地記下點點滴滴﹐歡喜的悲傷的﹐讓她們留在已逝去的歲月里﹐留在那片隨手捉到的紙張上。也許有天﹐它會在某個不經意的角落中再飄回到我眼前。但﹐那已不再重要。

幸福﹕

遠方的帆﹐誰的名字﹐當千帆過後﹐冬日的陽光暖暖的烤在身上﹐幸福其實很簡單﹐我還在看海聽浪﹐風像個溫柔的情人仍在撥弄我的髮。

牽手﹕

小小時讓爸爸牽著手﹐安全又溫暖充滿了心﹐那是家的感覺﹔
小時拉住外婆的手往公園跑﹐買冰淇淋﹐那是受寵的感覺﹔
生病時讓媽媽捉著手去看病﹐吃藥﹐那是被愛的感覺﹔
長大了上幼兒園﹐拖住老師的手和小朋友排隊﹐讓我學到什么是紀律﹔
到上學時﹐捉住狐朋狗友的手翻牆﹐學會調皮搗蛋﹔
有了女朋友﹐握住她的手﹐雙看百不厭﹐明白到什么是幸福﹔
跪在地上﹐跟狗狗拉拉手﹐放下所有的憂愁和不開心﹔
有天﹐朋友的女兒搖著我的手要我跟她玩﹐突然件心里有種感動﹔
。。。未完待續